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Today is just another boring day. Nothing much really happened. However, she did get a SIlver in her Modern Dance. She seems really happy about it. So, she's happy, i'm happy. Her happiness matters a lot to me. So its good to see her happy. Tomorrow is the 20th Anniversary. To all performers, GOOD LUCK! I made some new friends through the practices. Its a nice feeling. Now i also know we can make friends through dance. Anyway, not much to update. Only did it cos she asked me to. And. I just want to re-emphasize that i really do miss her. =/. I still love her a lot a lot.
Hmm. Today, the big day of de SYF. I didn't really feel nervous initially. Yeahs.. =/ Then we had to put on make up. I looked freaking emo and everyone said i look like L from Death Note. Lmao. Well, that's that. During the performances, there were screw ups. =/. I am rather disappointed about it la. I don't feel de confidence leh.. Even though we were praised a lot but i didn't think i truly brought out de feeling of the dance. Even Mr.Chong and Lady Boss praised us.I've never seen her that excited befire. I like that but still. =/. I've set my thinking straight. I will still love her. But i will only protect her as a korkor status. That should be the most sensible solution. Yeahs. So anyone who bully her, WATCH OUT! Haha. And i hope that she will always be happy ^^. Yeahs. It feels much better to have straightened out my thinking. And i hope that Gabriel dude will take care of her.
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I really don't know what to do anymore. Its obvious by now it is unwise to wait, but my heart tells me otherwise. Somehow, keeping the strong love i have for her makes everything worthwhile. I really miss her. Today i saw her smile so happily, i smiled in spite of myself. When i see her i keep thinking to myself, i have to prove my worth to her and my love for her. Maybe one day my wish will come true. I can just hope. Maybe by then i can be the natural she wishes for. Till then, i shall remain devoted. Yeah. SYF is nearing.. So is her SYF. I can only wish her all the best. And i will do so everyday till the day itself. I think that would be meaningful? Better than only wishing her once. So ALL THE BEST ^^. May you get Gold with Honours. And also, my own Chinese Dancers, we can do it. We've been through a lot of practices, i'm sure all of us can do it! Let's all strive for the easy to say Gold with Honours. =D.
As i am sure many of you know by now. I have broken up with her. She was the most precious thing in my life. But she took herself away from me. I really did love her with all my heart. I really wish she was by my side once more. But I decided, i'll let her be. Maybe she will be happier. As they say, true love is when you're happy when you're special someone is also happy, even if you're not together. I will just love her silently, waiting for the right time. Maybe one day, it will really happen. I can only hope. Till then, i can only watch her silently, protecting her in any way i can. I know this may sound a little corny and exaggerated, but this does come from the bottom of my heart. Sincerely. And special thanks to all of those who stood by me, who cheered me up, who made me feel special, in a way. THANKS TO ALL OF YOU. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE! I LOVE YOU GUYS A LOT! THANKS AGAIN! <33 I will put all my efforts into becoming a more mature, romantic person for her.