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Aaron a.k.a Turtle
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Wednesday, September 19, 2007
In just one day, in just 24 hours. So much can happen. I'm suddenly gripped by this fear of losing her again. I really cannot lose her again. I regret so much for the choices i have made. I know i will not be able to make it up to her but i will try my very best. I will tell her everything she wants to know.. But i'm afraid its too late. I really am afraid of losing her. Or maybe she'll be happier that way..? I dunno. Thinking back, i once again regret what i have done. I'll change for the better. I was being too selfish. All i could think about was myself. I have gotta change. I just hope the worse won't come true. I gotta go make it up to her.. but how..? Hopefully she doesn't leave me.. I dunno. Terrified now..
so very terrified of losing her.
aaron.
I am finally blogging. No personal request to blog. So i'm just doing it to like vent bottled up emotions. Perhaps, i was expecting a little too much..? I'm not all that worthy to even expect something from someone else. Every single time i do, i will just get disappointed. So it can be said that i've been disappointed many times already. Cos i cannot remember a single time when i expected something to happen on its own accord, it happened. So like i said, disappointed many times already. Maybe i should learn not to care too much. But i can't help it. I just will. Think i'm gonna sms Apple later to talk about it..? I dunno. Maybe get her opinion and see what i can do about it. I really hope that one day i can blog and actually be happy while blogging. Its always so low in my blog. Doesn't really suit that cute turtle up there. Yeahs. The purpose of this post is to just express my thoughts and opinions. Still have lots of things left unsaid. Hmm. I will post again after the exams. I know its a long way. But i'm lazy. So i don't care. ><
perhaps, i expected a little too much.
aaron.